Its been 12 days since I had any meds in my body today & man am I feeling it!
The last 5 days have been really rough involving 2 falls (luckily at home with no injuries) which I had to get people to help me back up, am experiencing major fatigue, a stabbing nuero pain in my head (my left side) & more. The weakenss is particularly of my upper limbs – am feeling really weak.
As usual I have been taking my temp regularly to make sure I dont have, I generally dont feel unwell (flu etc.) but need to be safe.
I realised on this past Tuesday that we are coming into spring, this is when relapses are very if not more common. I used to dread Spring every year for this reason. However as unpleasant as it is may it bring one on…
While I have canceled appointments to give myself more rest over the next few days I find myself really frustrated as I LOVE being busy & had/have an exciting few days ahead planned.
I find myself reflecting on my favourite scripture – Psalm 23
“The Lord is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.”
I have recently been good at asking for help but know I need to now rest & see what happens (VERY hard for me). As it says in verse 4 I will not (choose not to) fear as I am assured that the Lord (the lover of my soul) is with me & is in charge!